CGA is one of those things where I can't explain my emotions, I'm beyond excited for this trip, but yet I get so scared every time I think about it, it's weird but I think my biggest fear going on to this trip is not going to be able to talk about how I'm feeling on this trip, or what I'm going through. I feel like when I'm in Nicaragua I'll be so ready to help, and teach and learn for myself that I won't realize that I actually need some time to talk about my experience that day. Besides that, I'm a little worried about doing well on this trip. it's going to be emotionally challenging to go on this trip.
I think the hardest part about this trip is going to be arriving, and leaving it's going to be hard to show up and start to build these bonds with the kids, and also leaving is going to challenging because I just spent a week there trying to build a relationship and then were just leaving not knowing if I'll see those kids again.
I don't know how I am going to change on this trip because everyone that comes back from these trips have changed in there own special ways. So I'll come back home and just be different, don't know how but I know it will be for the better.
